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Will be using both blogs.
Just got the urge, lol.

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This few days, stuff happened uh.
And it makes me recalled of the past.

Remember how we used to study together?
I remembered clearly the four of us,
at tpy library studying uh.
Eating and having fun together.
Studying together was fun.
All our memories just suddenly came back to me.
Sigh, I hate that feeling!

Sigh, I am feeling down right now.

Going out to study with Hubby tomorrow.
Asked friends out, but none of them are going. /:
Sigh.

Nothing much to post anyway, /:

I miss her.

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Precious ' 220409 ,
Heartbroken la, all your fault.
You damn evil lehs, dui wo like that.
Fine lo, I registered to my fate.
Since I am used to it, /:
Always like that derh, why should I care.
Maybe I should just dont bother about anything.
Be a super super super normal friend.
That's not a bad idea? ):

Forget it, I should get used to it.
It's not the first time anyways.
You are the not first one anyways.
It just always happen to me, /:

Life just sucks at times.
I rather emo alone, and with nobody to bother me.

Thanks for your concern, dont bother about me la.
I will be fine soon, cause It's normal.

I should just take things easy,
and be a friend.

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I had absolutely nothing to say to you.
This words broke my heart badly, piercing though it like knife.
I wanted to talk to you nicely, but you dont seem to bother.
I seriously dont know.
I wanted things between us to remain same, but somehow it just dont happen.
You said you guys are not our dogs.
Since when did I treated you like my dogs?
If you seriously think I done that, then I am dumbfounded.
All you know is, how unhappy you are with me.
What about me?
I am unhappy at times, but I did not want to insist on being unhappy.
You said guys are irritated when people dont go under them.
Who likes being under someone everytime?
You cant expect me to give in everytime right.
I seriously dont know what to do, /:
I mean,
I am trying to stop myself from being unreasonable or whatsoever,
stop myself from getting angry and throwing tempers.
I tried to be a better girlf, but what about you.
You just gave me that attitude just now.
You said it's not attitude.
But have you thought of how I felt when I heard your tone?
And your ' what ' ?

I really want to return to last year.
When we wrote letters to each other everyday.
It's damn hard to ask you to write one for me now.
When we eat icekachang so frequently.
When's the bloody last time we last ate it?
Where's sweet feeling I felt last time?
I am not saying it's gone totally, but it has really done down.
I want to return to last year, cause it's such a better year for me and you.

Somehow, I feel that our love's much stronger last year. /:

Yes, I dont know what you are thinking / feeling now.
I am just stating what I am feeling.
At least I voiced out right.
You dont even want to tell me anything.
Everytime I ask you to tell me, you just dont want.
How do I know what you feeling and communicate?
Of course this will cause our relationship to worsen right.
I simply dont know what you want.

Please, you are not the only one who's tired.
But at least I tried, doing what I hope is successful.
I really want to make a change, but I dont know how.
I had done all I could, trying to control.
But if me and you refused to tell each other anything, what's our topic gotta be?
I just dont know what the freaking wrong with us.
I really hate this feeling, but I had done all I could to help.
Or at least I think.

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I just found out something siah!
My cousin stead with his girlf on 11May uh! What the hells.
One day earlier than us/:
Lols but actually our love started earlier lah, so neverminds (:

Currently at my ahma house uh.
Just now was at my cousin&his girlf's blog.
The pictures they took looked so sweet,
But somehow, they seem to quarrel alot or something.
They have a blogskin too uh (:

Hah, cute clothes there lohs (:
I am super tempted to buy canxzx!
And some of it are superb cheap lahxzx! (:

Was doing some delications at home just now,
but the saved draft just disappeared?/:

And I am so lazy to repeat EVERYTHING leh.
I am not done lah, only at AnnabelTwin's .

I repeat whole thing, since there's nothing much to do here yeah?(:

George Chew ; Boyf!
We had been though so much uh.
All our quarrels, but we were together still.
Our love's strong, and that will keep us together luh.
Thanks for tolerating me at times, I know my attitude sucks.
Thanks for being there for me, no matter how bad-tempered I am.
I simply love you alot, my beloved boyf.
Remembered how we poked each other's face?
I longggggggggggggg time never poked your face uh/:
I miss Icekachang!/:
All our happy memories, (:
No matter what Darling, you got me by your side uh!
Believe in me yeah?(:
I love you honey!

Cassandra Ho ; Girlf!
Eh, wahlao. Why copy my name siah?
LOLLOLLOL!
Joking lah, fate gave us the same name yeah?(:
We were so damn NOT close during sec1 uh!
But sec2, because of some stuff, we got close (:
Hah!
I know you miss me during SSW lah, dont hor.
Later cry untill cant play, I will guilty (:
Hah, this's not thick-skin okay!
This's confidence lah (:
Eh, jiayou for SYF hor.
I will be back to see you guys (:
And hor, even if we graduated, we must go out together yeah?(:
I love you babe!

Veron Loo ; Girlf!
I love ganging up with you to say green sucks uh!
Hah, so fun to bully her worhs!
Eh, you dont emo hor.
I will be here for you, no matter what happen derh(:
Dont miss me at SSW too, later cannot play (:
After I graduated, we must go out together hor! MUST.
I miss camwhoring with you uh.
Hah, carpark was damn fun lah (:
Jiayou for SYF yeah?
I will be back to see you guys.
Cause I know you guys miss me alot alot alot! (:
I love you babe!

Tan Hui Boon ; Wife!
Bad wife I have uh, always never eat derh. AIYO eh!
Your laogong hen sad leh, dont want eat/:
But I am happy to have a wife like you, to get crazy with lah.
We only started to get close after I had quarrel with them uh.
Thanks for being there for me uh, (:
I know you are having alot of stress worhs, but dont worry,
you got your laogong to share your burden with (:
I will be here for you toooooooo!
Thanks for everything,
I love you babe!

Annabel Chan ; Twin!
Eh, cut bangs with me lah. Wahlao eh,
pangseh kia canxzx!
Want cut, cut together lah!
But actually hor, I am having seconds thoughts about it le.
But then again,  I want BANGS! /:
Thanks for being there for me too, (:
Doing labs with you was damn fun.
All our laughters, hah!
Even though I am not as close to you as winnie they all,
but I know I do stand some place in your heart lah.
We will have great memories ahead, yeah?
I love you babe!

Emily Teo ; Boss!
Your evil laughter is something that I will remember forever lah!
Eh, my math's not good derh, /:
Must teach me hor.
And wahlao, I still gardener ? /:
Super evil siah, where's my salary siah?
I go complain to the government then you know ah!
Fired me? CANNOTTTTTTTTTTTT-.-
Hah!
I love talking to you lah, so entertaining loh!
Even though it's always lame jokes (:
Thanks for being there for me too uh, (:
I love you babe!

Nicole Sim ;
Nice talking to you uh!
Thanks for being there for me too (:
I know you love me alot,
I am so honoured (:
But babe, go for your greatest love.
You know who I am refering. (:
Dont reget uh, treasure what you have now.
Jiayou, babe!
We must go shopping some day yeah?(:
I love you babe!

I am tired now, shall continue some day /:

♥120508 ; I LOVE YOU!

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Let me try to recall what happened this few days?

16April2009 , Thursday.
I cant really remember what happened during lessons. /:
Went for band after school.
Taught juniors again.
Had quarrel with Darling on that night uhxzx ):

17April2009 , Friday.
Me and Darling okay liao (:
Sorry Darling! /:
International Friendship Day.
Some stupid event lah.
But this time, we learnt about Child Soldiers.
Omfgxzx, they are so kelian lah.
Was damn touched while watching videos of it. /:
Had band with juniors. Taught them again.
Then had rehersal for speech day.
Wahlao ehxzx, the sun so bright and hot, can cook us already lahxzx/:
After band, Darling had to go home. So sad uhxzx.
Had dinner with band cliques and went home (:

♥120508 , last long long long long!
 

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Omfgxzx,
I am so sorry!
I just realised I didnt know JhingRuong's birthday was on 12April! /:
Sigh, what kind of senior am I ?
So I am posting again, just for her!

JhingRuong, Happy belated belated birthday uhxzx!
Must jiayou in both band and studies yeah?
I suddenly recalled JAC/:
Sigh, it just fall apart like that.
I think it's mostly my fault uhxzx.
I mean, I didnt make effort to talk to you and her uhxzx.
But now me and her also like mere friend only,
so it just left me and you worxzx.
Cannot emo at band already yeah?
Anything come and find me okay?
I will be there for you derhxzx.

Touched mahxzx? (:

PS : Biology's the easiest lahh! ♥
PPS : Your birthday's me & george derhs 11month siah! ♥

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1504008 ,
HuiboonWife uhxzx!
I do not have a picture of you, sigh.
Must take pictures together at times okay? (:
I love you, (:
 

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Busy with homeworks and tests this 2 days, let me try recalling everything. (:

130409 , Monday
Didnt really had much to talk about, I think.
I seriously need Physic tuition, any recommends?

140409 , Tuesday
Had emath in the morning.
Followed by PE.
Million thanks to DaisySweetheart and Claire for pulling me to run all the way, 4 rounds.
I kinda gave up half way, but carryed on though.
The last round was running with HuiboonWife and EmilyMummy.
Then it's biology, did some experiment which didnt worked.
Then it's recess. Ate Sambal Chicken with EmilyMummy and AnnabelSweetheart. (:
Chemistry was okay, solo experiment.
I think it's quite okay.
Physic was fun!
Firstly, made oboe-like straw, which can produce oboe's sound.
I was super high ehxzx. (:
Then had some sound experiment uhxzx.
Then it's higher chinese.
Test siah, sigh.
Fail then fail lohxzx.
Went for band next.
Finished setting up instrument,
and Shawn was like- Cassandra, go fall them in.
I shocked dao, I thought he wanted me to say the commands.
Like omgxzx.
Lucky take attendence only lahxzx.
Practise for speech day uhxzx.
& Yida's not performing/:

150408 , Wed
AnnabelSweetheart never come uhxzx.
Sigh, missed her lahxzx. /:
Math's getting easier, yay.
Both  A & E!
Had English, was fun! ;D
Group work with HuiboonWife and Tricia.
Had recess.
Ate malay store with EmilyMummy, (:
It's Emath after recess.
Followed by SocialStudies.
Had test, can one lahxzx.
Then i's higher chinese.
Wahlao, she at there kaopei again!
Had assembly, boring kinda?
Then it's Biology.
Wahlao ehxzx, he actually scolded me for not being smart?
I was just lending my paper to AnnabelSweetheart right!
What the hells lohxzx.
AnnabelSweetheart, it's not your fault horxzx. ;D
End school and headed to J8 with Babye and CassGirlfriend. (:
VeronGirlfriend having DC ehxzx.
Ate at foodcourt.
Waited for VeronGirlfriend to come too.
Went home after that uhxzx. (:

She actually called me.
And insisted on me going back school.
What the hellxzx.
And please lah, you say untill so jidong for what siah.
Wahlao ehxzx.

I miss Babye right now, sigh.
If only we are together every second? (:

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I was busy looking for proverbs.
And found some that are so meaningful uh.
Sigh, I dont know what to post anymore.

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There are plenty of memories between us.
And looking at the pictures in my phone brought the memories back too.

I dont want you to be caught in the middle of me and them.
But yet, I want our friendship back.
I dont know what to do.

Life does not come with erasers , that's what I learnt.
I need to treasure my friends now, and learnt from my past mistakes.
I will try my best to be a good friend to them, my 3E1 babes.

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Heylo people,
I am back!

Woke up in the morning around 10plus.
Recieved msg from Kelly about some stuff.
Started doing headcom's stuff.

Headed out to meet Darling at around 11.30am.
He reached amk earlier than me, abit only lahh.
Wanted to watch Handsome Suit at first,
but I was abit late, hence changed show/:

Went to buy tickets uh,
then headed to Long John Silver.
Their food was kind weird uh,
too much oil or something.
And the chilli's disgusting/:
Super watery?/:

Chatted there abit,
and headed to library.
I borrowed two books uh;D
Realised it's 1pm already, when the movie is at 1.15pm.

Ran to Jubilee and was in time for the movie.
Hah, blahblahblah.

After the movie, headed to Darling's house.
Slacked abit, and was getting home at around 4.30pm.

Went to buy icecream and old chang kee.
It's so delicious uh.

Reached home and bath.
Finished the headcom's stuff like so fast uh,
but I wonder will anyone follows it?/:
Neverminds, we will make the band better.

I dreamt about them last night, sigh.
And I dreamt of unpleasant stuff about them somemore. Sigh.

I miss school uh, /:
I miss being with clique at recess/:

Monday is Sean's birthday, hah.
Happy advanced birthday yeah?
Be careful of birthday bash yeah?;D

It's our 11month tomorrow uh,
so freaking fast canxzx.
Soon it will be our 1year.
Darling, thanks for everything.

♥I just simply love you.
 

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Spent the whole day doing my livejournal.
Hah, finally it's done uh.
And I thought of a way to put tagboard into livejournal.
Hah, see how clever I am uh!

I still got homework to do, sigh.
And plus, revisions? /:
Stupid lah, wahlao eh.
I dont want lah. But imagine if I dont revise?
I am so going to be the bottom of the class uh.

3e1's full of smart people eh,
hah, anyone can teach me study?
But I love being in 3e1 lah, despite long hours of study.
Cause the friends there are fun fun fun!

Nice joking with them ah ;D
Hah, they are super funny at times uh.
And at least they do teach me when I dont know how do work. ;D

I seriously hope I can go out with Babye tomorrow uh , if not I will cry. /:

♥ I simply love you alot babye , 120508.

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Here I am, trying out livejournal.
Hah, just a short post, trying out posting and stuff.
I think I may post later again bah. ;D